[ 31122006 12.49am dumps.muji ]

in the past week or so... things have just spiraled downwards... i think its been my lowest time this whole year. fitting that it should come at the end of the year.
whatever i might say, in the end, i admire your ability to make such a decision. its not easy, but then, neither way would be easy. i was just getting to know you better. it does seem such a waste... the internet makes the world smaller, you'll always be with us, and perhaps be a better host from now...
but things will be different. i can feel it already.
but you'll always be with us.
don't forget us. 2 years is nothing.
zEnItH`xMusiCa

the gorgeous rain is my only consolation this season of problems.

[ 20122006 11.08am tests... ]

got this one off cyn's blog. it couldnt be more contradictory...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

this one sounds quite true though...lol..

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

How Do You Communicate?

[ 14122006 10.13pm photo entry! ]

this is gonna be a boring photo entry, cos i'm out of words. sorry for those who frequent the asterisk* zEn†h blog too, i know you're gonna see some duplicates. however, there are also some unseens... anyway the pics are all at www.gxleague.com many many more of the event too!
these were pics taken at zouk out, siloso beach sentosa, but not at night, in the day, at GXL finals @ the singtel booth.

me shan renewious ice

xMusiCa ice LuX ToFuBoI and a barely visible Ant

ant me 4 extras ice

kelly me shan
black blue pink

[ 10122006 12.55am yo to the world! ]

hi ppl, ok i know i havent blogged in a long long long time... i've been pretty caught up with the asterisk zenith blog recently.
anyway, i HAVE THE CHAOS GREEN RAZER! however i dont think i will expose it to the world... cos i've decided to use it on my desktop at home.

i caught be with me, by eric khoo recently. thanks! =)
its nice to see how the stories merge... however, parts of it get a little weird... there's barely any dialogue, conversing is done through msn, sms, "hand language" (cos its not really sign language, and i dont know what its really called...) etc. and somehow, i just cant pity the fat man as much as you, he was really unlucky to be at the wrong place at the wrong time, just when he resolved to expose his feelings and all... but... well... its just too bad for him...? the lesbian chicks are pretty hot though... but that gave the movie the m18 rating. i do think that jackie could have handled things better. i mean, wanna break, then break properly la, dun lie and avoid it...

vivo city is pretty cool. its HUGE for one, i finally took a peek there after GXL finals at siloso beach, sentosa, today. theres a nichii fashion branch!!! woot... a cheap outlet for pretty decent clothes that i discovered in msia. sorry to the guys who waited for us gals while we were deciding... haha... <3 u all.
promise we'll go there without you the next time.
theres also a pet safari there... limited pets available though. dogs and hamsters and rabbits only...
all in all though, i'm going back there to check out the shops properly... the rooftop terrace was cool too, albeit crowded. esp on a sat night. we were pathetically eating out there on the floor cos the foodcourt was full and tofu wanted to eat the fried hokkien mee..............