[ 27022007 3.19am PAIN AH!! GROUCHY AH!! ]

ok i've been in bed since 12+ and cannot sleep.
got out of bed and started complaining about my predicament in #dwrs`...

[03:14:44] i cant sleep
[03:14:47] i'm in too much pain
[03:14:49] wah
[03:14:50] so late
[03:14:51] haven sleep
[03:14:53] wat happen?
[03:14:54] pms or
[03:14:57] y in pain leh?
[03:14:59] LOL
[03:15:00] cramps or
[03:15:03] lol
[03:15:06] no more p
[03:15:07] 3am
[03:15:07] lol
[03:15:08] >.<
[03:15:10] gg
[03:15:11] pre is over
[03:15:17] is in progress
[03:15:19] fark
[03:15:22] LOL
[03:15:31] the greatness of women
[03:15:34] not ufnny orr
[03:15:39] lol willy
[03:15:43] got to appreciate em
[03:16:20] boys have all the fun while gals take e pain >.<
[03:16:28] we go ns
[03:16:29] also
[03:16:30] pain
[03:16:32] they have fun
[03:16:36] ns is nothing comapred to that life time pain
[03:16:41] nah
[03:16:43] lol
[03:16:44] k
[03:16:45] i better
[03:16:46] not
[03:16:47] well
[03:16:47] say anything
[03:17:02] to be a guy is to be dumb, insensitive and never grown up
[03:17:06] i'd rather be a gal
[03:17:08] with all this pain
[03:17:13] then be a dumb guy
[03:17:18] lol?
[03:17:20] yeah willy is a dumb guy
[03:17:26] lol
[03:17:27] woot... nothing will make me trade this for a dick and a pair of balls
[03:17:28] yea prehaps i am a dumb guy

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so concludes the conversation. dont ask further. grr.
and the nerd sleeps through this~*

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in the meantime, on the gaming front, team training is getting better. or is it my imagination. or maybe we are facing noob teams. nice morale for now, so enjoying it while it lasts.
my aim : to be able to solo zeus and warlock 1v2!! no bs expected, level to be at least 2 levels higher, and FARMING at least 2 creeps per wave without spells, TKing 2 as well.
magic number seems to be 2... lol. aim for enough for a dagger ie. 2.4k by 15mins. possible? i'll make it happen.

zenith trials underway, gl to those who made it through so far!

Look, if you had one shot or one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted in one moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?
You only get one shot,
do not miss your chance to blow
Cuz opportunity comes once in a lifetime

and i have no idea why these lyrics came to my mind suddenly. just that they seem fitting.
busy weekends up ahead... exciting too!!!
for now, back to grouchy-land as i weather the red sea.

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我要的只是你在我身边~*

[ 26022007 10.33am stolen* ]

plucked of cyn's blog, i know she's gonna try to charge me for it again. =x

Your Heart Is Purple

For you, love is about establishing and developing a deep connection. If it's true love, it brings you more wisdom and inner strength. Your flirting style: Sincere Your lucky first date: An afternoon at a tea house Your dream lover: Is both thoughtful and expressive What you bring to relationships: Understanding

What Color Heart Do You Have?

Your Brain is Blue

Of all the brain types, yours is the most mellow. You tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. You don't try to think away your troubles. Your thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. You truly see things as how they are. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about your friends, your surroundings, and your life.

What Color Is Your Brain?

why is my brain the same colour as yours!@#

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

OO? since when am i such an angel.

haha... i wonder if everyone gets this "you are very rare" thing. if everyone does, then its a SCAM!

Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP)

Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

Your Blog Should Be Green

Your blog is smart and thoughtful - not a lot of fluff. You enjoy a good discussion, especially if it involves picking apart ideas. However, you tend to get easily annoyed by any thoughtless comments in your blog.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

black blog ftw. no green. ee. green is for dota scourge!

Your Life is 70% Perfect

Your life is pretty darn perfect. You don't have much to complain about.Of course, your life is occasionally less than perfect. But you're usually too happy to notice.

How Perfect is Your Life?

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yeah sorry readers... i do need a couple of inane posts once in a while... ^^

expect me back later today on a rant about local drivers.

(or maybe tomorrow)

[ 25022007 1.46pm fear.factor ]

my mum's eyesight is great, however it fails her when she looks at things which are too close. yes, she's longsighted. so, one night she was having dinner in front of the television when she noticed a grain of rice on her shirt. absent-mindedly, she picked it up and gave it a munch, quickly taking it out upon discovering it was CRUNCHY.
upon investigation, it turned out to be a beetle.
RIP.(the beetle i mean.)
i asked her if it wriggled, and she was like... no? i crunched it then i think it died lor..
=.= when what i meant was did it wriggle when she picked it up. i mean, theres no such thing as a wriggling grain of rice, so i guess it didnt wriggle then, either, or she'd have sensed something was amiss.
my dad was like, o, training for fear factor ah?
eek.

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why why why... why cant i be that type of girl... who enjoys walking around all day, her face pasted with make up...

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when the people around you are so accomplished and simply out of your league...
just after i typed this, someone on msn signed in with this nick :
"IM A BIG LOSER"
ouch.

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okie. back to draft match. or rather, finding a draftmatch. -spar ftw. even though i noob through them.

[ 21022007 12.57pm discoveries! ]

reading the papers today brought a sense of enlightenment... let me share some news with you.

article 1
Menstrual Cycle Link to Injuries
"fluctuating hormone levels.. affect the muscles and ligaments"
"both tissues (ie, tissue and ligaments) appear to be vulnerable midway through the menstrual cycle, while the ligaments are at greater risk at the end"
"midway through the cycle, the level of the female sex hormone oestrogen, which gives strength to muscles and ligaments, drops dramatically, resulting in sudden weakness. at the end of the cycle levels of another hormone, relaxin, rise. this is to allow the cervix to open so that menstrustion can occur, but it also means that ligaments in general are softened."
"the majority of pain reported mid-cycle was lumbar or pelvic, compared with lumbar or neck pain at the end of the cycle."

so dun blame your gf when she asks for massage during certain times... or need to sleep excessively.

article 2
No Sleep Means No New Brain Cells
"a Princeton study has shown that for rats which stayed awake for 72 hours, their brains showed reduced levels of cell production...a lack of sleep affected the hippocampus, a brain region involved in forming memories."
this could be the effect of a stress hormone called corticosterone which forms when the body is stressed from lack of sleep. it appears to inhibit cell production in the brain.
"(after) sleep patterns were restored to normal within a week, levels of nerve cell production (neurogenesis) were not restored for two weeks..."

the article goes on to give a few disclaimers, like, we arent rats, so u cant compare, the rats were kept awake for 72 hours - something that humans dont normally do.... etc etc. so they suggest conducting another experiment on how insufficient (as opposed to TOTAL LACK OFF) sleep affects neurogenesis.

[ 18022007 2.42pm test test! ]

well well... i have FINALLY upgraded to the new blogger... the one thats linked to the google account... the rest of the asterisk zenith people are either gonna kill me... or thank me. because i have ABSOLUTELY no idea whether thay have upgraded or not. haha... i know ant has, however, he was still able to post recently... but he hasnt posted on the 3-4th placing for capl elites yet... hmm.
oh well... this follows my promise to update everything on the other blog by next week. why da toot did i give myself this death sentence i dunno... maybe i miss deadlines.
which makes me ponder on why a deadline is called a deadline. haha... because if u cross the line, you're DEAD.

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HAPPY CNY everyone! luxy cloudia and, yes, cass nu'er, to you too! and shan, stop sa jiaoing! lol... u know i <3 u.
who's on for CNY steam boat at marina south next week, (tues to fri, choose one night) let me know! leave a buzz or a tag. =D its been a while since we had an MS outing. last one was when i was still in hostel and studying for exams... then i scuttled out... HURHUR. memories.

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http://www.youth.sg/blog/iam
anyway, i checked my blog email, and apparently i was invited to join this blogging competition... well, i think its more or less open to EVERYONE who blogs, so, theres the link for anyone who is interested. i think this prize now is a nintendo ds. the next one is an ipod 30gb. i just MIGHT take part in that one to try my luck. ~.~

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anyway, in the tradition of getting together with long lost relatives ad rarely seen cousins, i had a good talk with my couz while sitting on a rock last night. the conversation made me realise alot of things... like, how your best buddies could be your relatives, how much we've grown up... our way of thinking is also pretty similar. haha... and i'll never forget the night i slapped her while i was staying over at her house. i was just 9. and sleepy. and grouchy. that hasnt changed though... i'm still so grouchy when i'm sleepy.
"i dont really meet up with my bunch, but when we do we always mange to pick it up from where we left off.."
"thats probably the bunch of friends you will keep forever then... just gotta meet up with them once or twice a year and things should be good."

"so who is the stronger one? i mean, alot of people would say "you" but i guess you cant really tell unless you're in it."
-reply confidential- HAH!

<3 my cousin. she burps mother-loudly and plots on how to make jumping cats fall down. then she complains about being too full and needing to shit after telling me why she doenst need a push up bra. =.="

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ok. time for a nap before scuttling to my grand aunts place in the evening. imma pig. but i guess thats ok. its the pig year anyway! celebrate pigs this year! eat char siew! then maybe i can grow a bigger bum and fit into size 25 levis without a belt!! =x
k... aim of pig year is to get a bigger bum, so i can wear pants without altering them. help me guys! target : mango size 2!

[ 19022006 12.32am omgosh! ]

my password for blogger was somehow CHANGED. and i have no idea why. NO one knows my password... cos i havent told anyone. good thing i managed to retrieve it. TT" time to do mega password changes. LOL! its actually quite scary to realise that you might actually have lost access to all this man...
happy cny, and belated happy v-day to all!
and i love my neighbour's dog. his name is rex. and hes an enormous retriever. his head is bigger than mine. ^^
love!

[ 12022007 10.13pm its a change... ]

I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW ANYONE CAN BE SO THICK SKIN #$$%^%^&^&(&*(
rofl... stop talking to me... cos i dont want to talk to you.
but well... i've never been one for politics. i'll just speak to you anyway.
so... what the heck. its your fight not mine. @@"
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she looks back... scared to believe what she saw was real... the scene didnt change... it was him alright. just that the girl next to him wasnt her...

*what a perfect start to a romance novel...*
i shall use this in my future book. do look out for it. i intend to get down to it one day soon!
it will be called... "the illusion"
WOOT.
then after a groundbreaking success... i shall continue with a saga and make my books a household name!
=)
plans!

[ 10022007 1.08am interesting week ]

my week has been so interesting! so many things have happened,
sad, stupid, funny, irritating, confusing... sweet. =)
most of the action was concentrated on the last 3 days or so.
so heres a short recap on things...
i guess shan already mentioned it, this time its make or break for *. its back to the 3 original ones, dawn shan and i, and i think the decisions we make from here are gonna lead to no-ways-back.
of course, we are still gonna take part in elites, since we have to pay already. other than that however... anyone want a noob? noobfish here out for hire for teams which need last!
=p
of course we have the option of grabbing 2 available guys in as we have in the past, however that defeats the purpose of an ALL GALS TEAM.
things will work out for us somehow, they always have. ^^
shan's gotta serious up for her a's by june, dawn and i are pretty much swamped with work now... lets see what happens. so many possibilities from here!
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my dad accepted Christ on 0207. after so many years... its such a relief that he's finally saved...
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sometimes, ppl have the uncanny ability to show their stupidest sides. some lol... i mean... do you really think that other people cant see through you? maybe we act like we cant, but thats cos we're giving u chance, giving u face... maybe what you need is the truth slapped in your face. whatever it is... i'll just do what i have to do. and preferably nothing more.
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i'll never be that kinda gal... the kind who dresses nicely, wears painful but beautiful shoes, walks like a model, puts nice makeup and does her hair and nails willingly. i'd so much prefer lounging around in a tattered Tee and FBT shorts. and heck it if you can see my grandmother underwear peeking out from the shorts lining.
HAH.
i could almost swear i was born half a guy. if guys can walk around with half their boxers sticking out, i dont see why abit of VPL, brastrap or watever bothers you so much.
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and in the meantime... i've got some personal decisions that i've gotta make... and make pretty quickly... help. dream or stable reality...
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and before i forget, LANA!! thankyew! but...
furryfish =/= emoX so dont accuse meee!
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i had a really great time commentating on saturday, after we had a pretty good game against titans in capl premier finals. it was one of my most enjoyable sessions...
please, enjoy it with me.
http://www.dotasg.com/forums/showthread.php?t=806

andddd..... furryfish is out!
laterz fellow noobs!

[ 06022007 11.45pm random.thoughts* ]

"i shouldn't be alive"
"toga and fungae" (tocatta and fugue - the o2jam song)
"when hairdressers wash your hair, do u let them lift your head the whole time or do u tire your neck out cos u dun wanna make their arm tired"
"it just takes once, to make you want to hang on again and not let go..."
"its always more than meets the eye"
"enemies within make things alot harder, i can't fight the world and myself at the same time."
"to give up something you've put in so much for. what would drive you to do that..."
"not really."
"the convenient hole"
"i dun wanna go into NUM... the shopkeepers always very manly and scary... tattoo tattoo one..."
"i'm not a perfect person... but i continue learning... and the reason is you"
"i cant give up. i wont. not until i've proven everyone wrong."
"and the bear is still wandering around stupidly in the forest...... .... ......."

>_<^.^