[ 20112006 12.45am ... ]

yes i'm grumpy.
i'm also hurt and pretty disappointed.
and yeah, i know u dun give a flying f***.
i guess sitting on the fence does hurt after a while.
but conscience wins out in the end.

never realised what you meant to me.

speak to me when you feel like it.
for now i'm just taking a back seat.

if you dont, i guess i'll know what we are.
and what all these months meant.
not a threat, just a sad realisation.

would have been really easy for me to just lose it totally.
but i think you're worth the better side of me.

in the end, ball's in your court.
save it or leave it.


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