[ 05052008 8.36pm omgosh? ]

i clicked this in friendster today. i have no idea why, other than that i was clearing all the friends requests, the comments, testimonials, and there was this link there... "NEW Horoscope" in bold, along with the "NEW Comment", "NEW Friend Requests" and whatever.

okay, so take a look at it first, before i continue.

Friendster Horoscope for May 5, 2008
The Bottom Line
Being critical is sometimes a challenge for you, but it is one you can handle today.
In Detail
You will have to be honest about what you think when you are asked to give your opinions, today -- whether it might hurt someone's feelings or not. There is no point in sharing your thoughts unless you share all of them, completely unedited. Tell them the good and the bad and don't candy-coat anything -- it's only going to waste their time. Being critical is sometimes a challenge for you, but it is one you can handle today. You can clearly see what's wrong and what's right.

Yeah, so i was kinda stunned. because, it was exactly what happened, just that i read it after it happened. i'll just pin it down to coincidence.

but. i'm actually quite a neutral person, when it comes to actually giving opinions. and i do try to be careful with my words. mostly.

but when i go no-holds-barred, i really just speak my mind, usually with a disclaimer "be prepared for what i'm about to say, i'm going to say it this way because theres no other way i can say it. i'm just going to be totally direct."

so... after trying to mince my words, unsuccessfully, i let loose. probably on the wrong person, unfortunately.

i CAN clearly see what my thoughts are, and when i say i cant think straight, its because i have no idea what i should do, it doesnt mean that i dont know what i'm thinking.

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damn, i need to think of something controversial to blog about. being non-controversial seems so boring...

but i guess thats just me. mincing my words, and making sure that what i say isnt too offensive. or if it is offensive, that its at least factual. i need to be pressure cooked before i actually explode with a string of expletives in a raised voice.

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anyhow, some photos... cos i'm bored (and boring)

sherlynn's wedding dinner at sentosa

dinner with shen @ thai express.
*me licks shen

some weird advertisement outside mustafa that bryan sent me
the "wild oats" and "horny goat" like super pwned me

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[i'll always remember the day dong introduced me to this song...
some... 5 years ago? in 2003? ^^
i wrote the title on my hand, in pen, in shen's old BMW. then went home to search for it.
recently digging up alot of old songs, alot of which are still buried in my old laptop...
along with old songs, come memories. ]

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃
爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心
如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急更害怕错过你