who.
do you look for someone who isnt directly involved to tell your story to, and bare all (save the names of the people involved)
do you have a specific someone, whom you always share things with.
your family? best friend? significant other?
do you just not say anything.
do you look for a girl? a guy?
why the choice?
i stay silent.
at least until i've finished sorting everything out.
which means i do look for someone to talk to, eventually. does it?
*clarification : by someone i mean someone who IS NOT INVOLVED IN THE SITUATION.
at this moment in my life, there is no particular person whom i am close to that i can share every fleeting thought with.
it might be because i dont trust them, or because of time and distance. or circumstance.
but i dont feel particularly lonely.
just, alone. which isnt necessarily a bad thing.
*packs up her thoughts and keeps them inside her mental drawers.
***
Song of the moment.
我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安危付出一切
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
gogo shan... ktv + baileys ! nothing like songs and alcohol to wash out your brain. temporarily at least.
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