bald eagle that just caught something from the waters.

fat seagull. feathery birdy ass!

rabbits TT"

[ 9.35am/635pm canada 31052009 | day2 ]

its a happy morning as asterisk* + friends wins their round of the garena-clan 8888 and procedes to top 4. against XtC dota. both rounds of which i watched. =D
it proceeds to become a sleepy day as the clock nears 3am SG time. for those who know my sleeping habits well enough, they would know that 3am is when i get really really sleepy... 3 am and 6pm. 3am is 12pm here in vancouver, btw.
so i've been struggling to keep one foot infront of the next as we went from metrocity to grainville (i don';t even know if i got the names right... i'm too sleepy to verify them). i was perked up by a gosu clear view of feathery birdy ass - this enormous sea gull decided to perch on the roof above me - and my first sighting of a bald eagle. IN ACTION. my dad got some good pics with his pro camera.
but. i'm sleepy. so we're going to rest before we go to robson for some... korean food?
yumz.
but...
zzzs.
later.
(i'm gonna MEGA MISS internet when i get on the cruise. TT" )
((i'm too lazy to upload pics... maybe later after dinner.... zzz))

[ 29052009 7.41am | destination : alaska ]

"Address while in the United States - Anchourage, Alaska."
=D

plane tickets. first to narita, tokyo.
my plane. i know... no time to flip the pic. =x
i'm once again at the airport... awaiting a JAL flight, this time to alaska.
its one of my MUST GO ONCE IN A LIFETIME destinations =)
there were many things leading up to this trip... at the end of it all, i'm just glad i've actually decided to just go.
love all you people who made this possible.
and i'll miss you all.
see u on the 21st!

[ 27052009 2.08pm | * ]

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy

ggc.
currently known as Garena, those who know the "lan emulator" by the former name are the old skool users. Zion/battlelan/yawle was always favoured for local games, and cross causeway games were almost unheard of, or really laggy.
In the earlier days of GGC, locals only logged in to play international matches... like mym pride... and of course friendlies like the famous coL (complexity) vs Mi2 game.
I'm not too sure why i'm suddenly talking about this, pure inspiration i guess.
i'm quite proud to say that i've levelled on my account with a white name, all the way until i was given a blue/red name in october last year. nowadays, it's impossible to get into the hot favourite rooms without goldmember, and half of everyone's exp is gained by paying $.
and even though my inspiration has run out, i'm still not sure what made me type this post...
maybe pure derision at some comment i saw in a channel the other day about how a certain room was so and so "before your time".
NOT that i'm the authority on GGC, i'm just speaking from the standpoint of a gamer from an earlier skool.

[ 22052009 9.50am | boredom? ]

interesting read.

http://today.msnbc.msn.com/id/30808963/ns/health-behavior/?gt1=43001

[ 20052009 2.00am | grrrrrr ]

EXCEEDINGLY EMBARRASSED.
and its all huayan's fault.
***
angels and demons was too fast paced for someone who didnt watch the book to catch.
(NB : i read the book)

this seems to be a month (or 2) of travelling.

the places i go to seem to suddenly discover a case of H1N1 a day or 2 after i arrive.

first was thailand.

then it was KL.

9 hours in the car makes me emo. because i mass listen to ipod emo songs.

i think the ipod shuffle function is a little screwed. or maybe i just have alot of duplicates of the same song in different playlists or something. no idea how it works. but i kept listening to the same songs.

GROAN i cant believe i spent half my weekend on the road to and from KL.
ok MAYBE i can, because my shoulder is MEGA achey from strange sleeping positions in the backseat of the car.
and i'm kinda brain dead now and not processing whatever i'm writing...
its amazing how close we are by blood, but how far apart we are emotionally.
i guess i am to blame. in many ways.
my cousins make it feel like a crime to be single. LOL. those around my age have at least 2 kids zooming around them. and they make it look so NATURAL.
maybe i need a simpler way of life. and a simpler way of thinking.
~

At terminal 2 right now whiling away the time I have before my flight at 630am.
Yes, I know its a little early... But I decided to come here to slack so that I don't have to wake myself up, prepare, and struggle out, find a cab and rush to the airport at like... 4am or something.
It matters because my sleep time is around 3 or 4, and I get very very very sleepy around that time simply because my body is accustomed to going to sleep at that time.
***
So I'm going to thailand - bangkok... Haven't been there in a year. Going with a different group this time.
Just dropped dome an msn, he's the best wc3 player in thailand and the host of estc 2008. And he remembers me! He immediately invited me to play dota with his friends when we get there, and proceeded to bomb me with 4 or 5 of their handphone numbers. He ended the conversation with a menacing "we all waiting for you. please remember all numbers."
Lol!! You gotta love thai hospitality.
Anyhow... All this protesting in thailand and h1n1 has led me to think (once again) about my mortality... I'll never know (now at least) if I will ever come back... Come back the same person?
Negative thoughts are not meant to be thought about before a flight... But oh well. Just an inexplicable sense of foreboding?
Nah. Don't worry (if you are at all). Just a momentary dark thought. I'm on holidayyyyyyyyyyy~