Sunday, October 11, 2009

[ 11102009 1.08am | insanely. ]

the past week or two has gone by in a whirlwind.

4 days remain.

sometimes i measure the effort and hard work, and i wonder if it is worth it.

and the disagreements.

i'm really really tired.

i need more sleep.



and anyway... i'm programmed to not be able to sleep more than 5 hrs in a stretch.


i wonder if my aims are too lofty, or if my expectations are too high. (obviously, i don't think so. i'm just second guessing)

however. this is keeping me going. giving up has never been further from my mind.

maybe... somewhere there, i see a REASON not to.

then again, we're all as changeable as the weather.

maybe it'll rain fish tomorrow.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

The best bridge between despair and hope is a good night's sleep.

If you can't sleep, then get up and do something instead of lying there worrying. It's the worry that gets you, not the lack of sleep.