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there's some stuff i've been thinking about recently...
one of them is how much i'd like to live with him. cos things seem to be better as long as he's around. stuff only happens when we're far away. perhaps cos its easier to sense the storm before it happens and quickly calm it down.
living together is actually quite a recent phenomenon in Sg though... the present 20something, teenagers seem to be doing it in profusion. which makes me wonder about what the parents think...
however, no matter how much i'd WANT to, i wont, even if i COULD. because, what would there be to differentiate bgr from marriage, other than the piece of paper?
and if it doesnt work out, what's your next guy/gal going to think? there will just be an accumulation of emotional baggage.

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after reading maria's blog, which is restricted, it got me thinking about a while ago. the "i'm free, and i want to remain free cos it feels great!" feeling that i had...
i've realised that many girls, girls especially, seem to hop from guy to guy, getting attached quickly after breaking up. there seems to be this NEED to always have a bf, because after you've had one, you come to depend on having one, and you get used to the feeling of having someone to always go out with, talk to.. and generally just be there for you. and, you don't really have to LOVE the person... you just need to have your need satisfied, and the guy could just be someone who is ok looking, not an awful person, but willing to be there for your to whine at and to pamper you.
but he isnt what you really want.
thats the difference.