Wednesday, January 20, 2010

[ 19012010 11.21pm | hmmm ]

i have a weird feeling...
i know what caused it. or rather, i know the causeS.
but it doesnt bring me any closer to solving or understanding why i feel the way i do.
then why am i letting the causes get to me?!
i shall... dig my fingers into your brain - and make sure my fingerprints are all that you can remember.
i'm so weak... so weak.
i need the resolve and the decisiveness.
is controversy the only way to get attention. isnt that just so tiresome. lol.
i am getting old. i prefer more peace in my life. but man.. a BM game once in a while sure gets me rofloling.
its such a waste, isnt it. i wish...
but i'm still tired.
i sometimes hope that i lose all hope. (ok that sentence looks weird) so that it'd be easier to just 放手 .

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

When you walk through a storm
Hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark
At the end of the storm
There's a golden sky
And the sweet silver song of a lark

Walk on through the wind
Walk on through the rain
Tho' your dreams be tossed and blown
Walk on, walk on
With hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone
You'll never walk alone