[ 29012004 1.11am | to.commission ]

went to commissioning parade today. was there pretty late... so i missed part of the march in and some of the singing... safti is a damn nice place... i'm so inspired to sign on! i'm so inspired to commission too... -sigh-
wonder if my dream is worth fighting for... worth giving a shot... will i regret my life away if i never go for it? or will i regret my decision more?

anyway. commissioning was freaking sey. just watching made me feel the heat and the sweat and the pain they went through... just to reach this day...
watching them toss their caps into the sky...
the comaraderie... (did i spell that right?)

RSAF.