[ 15022004 12.45pm | in.pain ]

"If u had to choose between the person you love more, and e person who loves u more, i think most people end up choosing e person they love more... perhaps they're always waiting for the day that person will love them as much. I think that's e way it works. People say they're selfish and would choose e one who loves them more,but e fact is, it's hard to be with someone u don't love as much. Now that's the real way that things work.
To just drop everything for someone, not expecting anything in return"


this statement hit especially hard cos its from a close friend... and cos i have been reading a book which is partly about unrequited love... how someone can love another so much... ( assuming in the first place, that love actually exists... or may be, its a hypothetical statement, afterall, books can attain what the human cant... anyway... ) and assume that he/she can make the other love him/her back... its doesnt work that way... thats why i believe the perfect relationship is one where both sides give as much as each other... not more, not less than the other... but the same. cos if not, one side will always feel unappreciated...
but in the end... who would YOU choose?
i'd go for the person i love more...

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am gonna be jumping around on crutches for the next few days cos i managed to injure my ankle pretty badly. its like... 3 times its normal size. amazing... cos most ppl didnt even see me go down. i piaked, good thing i broke my fall with one hand and a knee, then i was up and running again. good thing there was a line change almost after that or i'd have killed myself running more... i'm the type who would just run til i really cant move, esp in a match.
speaking about the match, it was great! drew ntu 2-2 but well, we definitely deserved to win! and i was nice k... i didnt do anything to the goalie. ntu... is the supposed 3rd best team in singapore, so, to draw them, indeed, to nearly win them, was great... its the best to be the underdog, i feel, because then you have no reputation to live up to, no pressure. the darkhorse.
wonder if i'll be forced to retire for the rest of the season...
well. we'll see. i could gladly retire in peace, cos i know that i played a good match, although i missed quite a few rebounds... and cross shots... -_-

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oh yeah, go watch along came polly. even if its just to see jennifer anniston... hot hot hot...